Away Messages

I want to
go back home and mow the lawn for my dad
I want to
walk to school, and get high with my friends
where is my
honey-dipped life and my pretty wife
why can't I
leave this town and tell my mom I tried

- Lifter "402"

 

If we cross paths, don't uncross them
And if I call then don't pretend,
That you're not home and let it ring,
Cause I deserve more than that I think.

- Almost Famous "440 Hz"

 

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

- Lonestar "Amazed"

 

Will the morning see what you were meant to be?
Will you finally find some peace of mind?
You always push and shove for a mother's love
But your double mind says that you're just fine
And now there's nowhere to go
And there's no one you know
And you're left alone with the pain inside
Until you look to the sky
Until you lay down your pride
The place where your hurt was born
Is where your heart will die...

- Echoing Green "Ambler"

 

how can my nation be saved?
pray, weep for this age
futurescape, futurape
seems it leans to the last days
is tomorrow born still?
is judgment His will?
or can we be healed?
separate, church and this present state
He will...destroy...
- Stavesacre "Anna Thema"

 

I don't need no arms around me
And I dont need no drugs to calm me.
I have seen the writing on the wall.
Don't think I need anything at all.
No! Don't think I'll need anything at all.
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall.
All in all you were all just bricks in the wall.

-Pink Floyd "Another Brick in the Wall Part 3"

 

So much to say so little time for me to explain the way I feel
You only see things the way you want to see them
It makes sense to you all these things you do
You got it all figured out while everyone is confused
How do you do it?
In your mind I'm just blind
You're right all of the time
If I think for myself, I guess I'm way out of line
I'm not who you are
I'm so sorry

- P.O.D. "Anything Right"

 

one day my ashes will return to earthly slumber
spread far and wide across the desert and the sea
until then i will live each day in awe and wonder
look forward to each sunrise

- Stavesacre "Wither/Ascend"

 

with a sigh i greet the day
i feel the morning on my face
weary at the moment i awake
even as i lie
the thought returns to mind
"welcome to the rest of your life".
somewhere i've lost my way
from saved to stray and failing
in silence my spirit pleads,
"is the vision lost
or has it been passed on?
is there any use continuing?"

- Stavesacre "At The Moment"

 

And you never would have thought in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it
Should've done something but I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you

- The Used "Blue and Yellow"

 

He said: Can you hear me, are you sleeping
She said: Will you rape me now?
He said: Leave the politics to mad men
She said: I believe your lies
He said: There's a paradise beneath me
She said: Am I supposed to bleed?
He said: You better pray to Jesus
She said: I don't believe in god

-30 Seconds to Mars "Buddha for Mary"

 

I'm not feeling alright today,
I'm not feeling that great,
I'm not catching on fire today,
Love has started to fade,

I'm not going to smile today,
I'm not gonna laugh,
You're out living it up today,
I've got dues to pay,

- Cake "Sheep Go To Heaven"

 

I never knew there'd come a day
When I'd be sayin' to you
"Don't let this good love slip away
Now that we know that it's true."
Don't, don't you know the kind of man I am
No, said I'd never fall in love again
But it's real and the feeling comes shining through.

- .38 Special "Caught Up In You"

 

I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and
scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and
clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that
you are free.

 

I'm walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you're home
And I just have to pass on by
So no, of course, we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends

- Garbage "Cup of Coffee"

 

Have you ever tasted love like this
cool and smooth
and have you ever been accepted unconditionally
Have you ever loved someone
who didn't hurt you, didn't haunt you
there's no pain
and there's no pressure
no verbal humiliation
there's no fear, there's no shame, there's no pulse. So is it so strange?

- Voltaire "Dead Girls"

 

I'm diving in, I'm going deep, in over my head I want to be
Caught in the rush, lost in the flow, in over my head I want to go
The river's deep, the river's wide, the river's water is alive
So sink or swim, I'm diving in

- Steven Curtis Chapman "Dive"

 

So what do you want?
You want to be famous and rich and happy
but you're terrified you have nothing to offer this world
Nothing to say, and no way to say it
But you can say it in three languages
You are more than the sum of what you consume
Desire is not an occupation
You are ultimately thrilled and desperate
Skyhigh and fucked.

- KMFDM "Dogma"

 

I feel you close to me
You are mine and I am yours
I love you for eternity
And today is the first day of the rest of our lives... today

- Almost Famous - First Day

 

And trusting gets harder now
I wish you were here beside me
My failures my fears and doubts have been haunting me
I'm just not who I thought I'd be
Thought I was a good man and fell short of my standards
Now what am I left with All or nothing
And my first taste of freedom
- Stavesacre "Freefall (From Hand to Hand)"

 

I'm afraid of blindness
I'm afraid of ignorance
I'm afraid to tell her
anything that she may want to know
And I don't want to be this
cause I'm afraid of sadness
I'm afraid that maybe
I'll never be able to let go

- Anias "Friends"

 

I'm somewhere in Garden City.

FIND ME

 

Give me something to hold on to
Give me something to keep
You don't have to give it all
Just enough to let me sleep
You don't have to give it all

- Custom "Give"

 

I've sewn my seeds with a metric grosse
No footsteps go beyond it
I'll eat the death
Where the rooster crows
Flesh rodeo, yee-har, it's
Just to push in your teardrops
Make you a cyclops
Breakin' the branches off your family tree
Keep you up like a fluffer girl
Ain't got enough of
Look in the sewer for my pedigree
Your truly cause repeats its pulse
And makes your tears, if you needed to
Make me blow my brains out
Pointin' the gun
Put my neck in a noose
But I'm hangin' tough

- Tomahawk "God Hates A Coward"

 

I don't know you
But I want to
I just can't leave here without telling you
Just how lonely I've been lately
You are just as lonely maybe
We should go out for some coffee

- Hayden "Hardly"

 

How many more times must I feel this way?
How many more times must I hurt myself just to make you stay?
How many more times must I fall asleep?
Without you in my arms, I feel so weak

"How Many?"

 

This is not, the same world,
You live in,
And I could breathe, easier,
Once I brought you back again,
You are not the same girl,
You have been,
I promise I'll never lose you.

- Toadies "Jigsaw Girl"

 

'Man was born to love -
Though often he has sought
Like Icarus, to fly too high.
And far too lonely than he ought
To kiss the sum of east and west
And hold the world at his behest -

To hold the terrible power
To whom only gods are blessed -
But me, I am just a man'

- Faith No More "Just A Man"

 

Looking back at the days between us
wishing it were yesterday
I don't know what tomarrow brings us
but right now you seem so far away

 

I wonder when I wander home If I'll be fit to drink alone.
Sleep with my memories, Pictures, apologies.
For every minute yesterday, Regret reminds me anyway.
If I remember anything, I'll make mistakes again.
Last night on the Mass Pike, Thought I was losing you.
Last night on the Mass Pike, I fell in love with you.

- The Get Up Kids "Mass Pike"

 

im a messed up kid with a
mess of a life
I look for boots with my teeth
And my back with a knife
I cant explain all the fuck
Ups and failures
Cant remember any names
Its not something quantifiable
And its not some kind of game
What does it mean when
Everythings fucks up
What does it mean when
Everything sucks
What does it mean when you don't
Want to leave the house
Youd rather stay in bed drunk
Im a mess

- Custom "Mess"

 

I still wait for the phone
In the middle of the night
Thinking you might call me
If your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me
That I lie here in the dark
Wishing you were next to me
With your head against my heart

- Lonestar "Not a Day Goes By"

 

I never seem to find a reason
to let you in again, or forgive you
I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

- Seether "Needles"

 

Coming home I get the feeling, that I
I need to be somebody
I need to see somebody, else.
All day long I get the feeling, that I
I used to be somebody
I used to see sombody, else

All eyes are open now
I wish they'd go away

- The Phage "Nux Vomica"

 

I want peace but I don't make it
I want love but I don't give it
i want hope but I can't find it
and I want her to heal me

- Duncan Sheik "On Her Mind"

 

I'm in the other room

Message Loud!

 

That's it sir, you're leaving,
the crackle of pig skin,
the dust and the screaming
The yuppies networking
the panic, the vomit,
the panic, the vomit
God loves his children,
God loves his children, yeah

- Radiohead "Paranoid Android"

 

 Am I alive or thoughts that drift away?
Does summer come for everyone?
Can humans do what prophets say?
And if I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days I lived awake
But half asleep?

- Primitive Radio Gods - "Standing Outside A Broken Phone Booth
With Money In My Hand"

 

Now ask me why do I feel my heart's on fire
Ask me why do I feel this strange desire
Ask me why do I feel like I'm falling
Falling

- Lovage "Pit Stop (Take Me Home)"

 

Going in circles chasing my tail.
Looking for answers to no avail.
I realize that years accelerate.
Caught in thought I check the time; oh fuck I'm late
For a meeting with anyone that wants to be met.
And can tell me where it is I'm trying to get.
Now stuck in the right place and the wrong time
Trying to get back, but there's a really long line.

Almost Famous - Placebo

 

I am not available because I am playing a computer game that takes up a portion of the screen and a moderate amount of my concentration.

 

Been down so long that is seems like up,
I took it now I've had enough
Of the life that I've been livin'
It feels so cold this far away
So Today I will make a change
I will make a change today
Purge my mind of mud and mire
Cast all my gods away
I am brand new today, I make my resolution

- The O.C. Supertones "Resolution"

 

I've slipped and I've fallen
'cause your touch felt so good to me.
I can hear you callin'
Won't you wisper your sweet dreams to me.
'Cause all I ever wanted
Was to always feel just like this.
Now I've slipped and I'm falling
'Cause I can still remember your kiss.

 

Space is the place where I will go (when I'm all alone, and)
When nobody calls me on the phone (and I'm all alone, and)
Meditating in the zone, (all alone, and)
Yeah, space is the place where I will go.

- Space Hog "Space is the Place"

 

My mind is blown, but it's my own
so deal with it
I'm feeling fine, most the time
I may be on the outside
but no one's getting in
so leave me alone

- Smashmouth "Stoned"

 

I just spent forty seven thousand dollars
all on a girl that I haven't even seen for hours
and I don't think I'll ever see her crawling back in
to my life
no, I'm never gonna see her again
'cause I'm a sucka
and there'll aways be
a motherfucker
walking over me
living the good life
at the expense of me
'cause I'm a sucka

- The Phage "Sucka"

 

Do you think it pleases me to
push you away again
this should have ended long ago
but you went and dig it up again
so it ends as it began
there was never us
there's only you

- Stavesacre "Suffocate Me"

 

It's like the pattern beneath the skin
You gotta reach out and pull it all in
And you feel like you're too close
So you swallow another dose
The pinnacle of happiness
Filling up your soul
You don't think you can take any more
You never wanna let go
To touch the roots of experience
The most basic ingredients
To see the unseen glitter of life
And feel the dirt, grief, anger and strife
Cherish the certainly of now
It kills you a bit at a time
Cradle the inspiration
It will leave you writhing on the floor...

- Faith No More "The Real Thing"

 

In my life all I wanted
was the keeping of someone like you
as it turns out, deeper within me
love was twisted and pointed at you

- Pantera "This Love"

 

I've lost my religion
lost all I believe in
my memories in shackles
I'm down on my knees

- Skold "Void"

 

I am away from my computer right now.